I’ve been thinking – Am I actually helping anybody? Serious question … Let’s Chat.
“But I, the Lord, search all the hearts and examine secret motives. I give all people their due rewards, according to what their actions deserve.”- Jeremiah 17:10 NLT
It’s been a while since I’ve posted on any of my social media accounts, pouring out my heart as I felt led but something in me stopped. The fire that I had to share the gospel stopped. The fire of fulfilling my purpose dimmed.
- Why? Because I let myself fall off, life got busier and I lost myself, I lost my zeal and it hurts. It hurts that I can’t seem to find a moment to read the Bible or even a book as much as I used to or find 5 mins to do things I used to love. It hurts to not pray as much or as long as I used to. It hurts to not have that intimate quiet time that’s not rushed. It hurts to be lost in the life God has blessed me with…
But, not anymore.
I’m figuring out that even though I may not have the same amount of time to do exactly what I used to do, as long as I still have a heart that cries out for God and use any moment I can find to read and share the word, God is pleased with me. I shouldn’t be soo hard on myself, I need to just CHANGE MY MINDSET and know that no matter what it is or however much I can accomplish it’s good enough for God. He’s still smiling down on my family and I do not need to be stressed, worried, confused, hurt, and lost.
I am found in Christ.
And, even if only one person reads this, even if only one person is ministered by this, I know that I’m doing my part in the kingdoms work!
I know that I’m helping someone and myself.
God placed us on earth to win souls and that’s what I want to do so let’s continue on this journey to do what God has placed in our hearts.
Hopefully you are touched and learn from me to never let space, time, and the life God has blessed you with get in your way of loving and serving God wholeheartedly.
” You must love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, all your strength, all your mind. And love your neighbor as yourself . ” – Luke – 10:27 NLT
Xoxo – Nai